I have just finished
my 101st
day in England, ~ 3½ months. I didn't even realise how much I was
going to experience in this relatively short period of my life. I
thought I was just going to study at a university abroad, enjoy the
culture, and add something to my CV.
You are always told to
live your life to the fullest, but I don't think many people really
do that. So many days are wasted doing absolutely nothing, and
everything becomes this grey blend you don't even remember. This
doesn't apply to my autumn of 2013. Here, I lived my life to the
fullest. When I get older and look back at my youth, I can say that I
lived. I experienced. I would have regretted it for the rest of my
life, if I had stayed at home. I did regret that I didn't go to live
in the south of France when I had the chance, so now I wouldn't make that
same mistake again.
I have so many
memories from this journey. My adventure. Even though we had days
where we shared these despairing looks of achieving absolutely
nothing at all
despite being loaded with essays and case studies, I oddly enough
enjoyed it. I enjoyed it because I was in a place where I loved
being. Among these fantastic people.
Right now, I am in
Birmingham Airport, and all the comfortable seats are taken. It's
going to be one hell of a night, but it is nothing compared with
saying goodbye to my friends. I don't even know how it is possible to
get so attached to people you'd only known for a few months, but I
was crying my eyes out when I got into the cab. I tipped the driver
£5 because he was so nice to hand me a tissue. At the train station,
I started reading my notebook with greetings. I can't even describe
in Danish how it warmed me inside. I need to write you back
individually. I have too many things to say. I switched between
crying and laughing and smiling, and I have no idea what people
around me must have thought. And to be honest, I don't really care.
I know that I wrote in
some of your notebooks too, but I had so much more that I wanted to
share with you. I'm not satisfied with the short greetings, I wrote
in haste. Please send me your e-mail addresses, home addresses, skype
ID's, or something. I need it. For science. Or maybe just for my own
sake. I know that I am not the most talkative person, but I do
insanely much of thinking. And most of the time, I overthink. I am
so much better at writing, and even though I'm considerably better at
expressing myself in Danish, I will give it a try.
You guys have taught me so
much about everything. Life. Myself. The world around me. I feel like
I come back as a better person, and I want to thank you. I couldn't
have completed this without you. And I'm sorry for being so emotional
and cliché, but I'm really tired, and I speak from my heart.
For a more serious matter,
this entry is a tribute to all of you. You inspire me. I wouldn't
have been without knowing you. I am sad that I didn't get to say
goodbye to everyone, but I will return. I will meet all of you again.
I will travel to Finland and see the northern lights and experience a
real sauna. I will travel to America, North and South, and be blown
away by all the beauty, the dance, the music. I will travel around
Europe to Germany, Romania, Lithuania, Belgium, France, and Sweden. I
will forever be grateful that England brought us together.
Now, I truly
am a global citizen, Fábio! :D (This smiley is dedicated to everyone
who thinks I use too many smileys)
Now, I return to my
friends and family in Denmark. I hope they don't think that I have
forgotten them, or that I don't appreciate them. They helped me get
here, and I am so eternally grateful for their support. They made me
who I am, and apparently that is a pretty cool person according to
the notebook!